Joelle: writes in this blog more than her own.

It pisses me off when people are like "OMG I ATE A WHOLE BAG OF POPCORN EWE."
...Dude. A whole bag of popcorn consists of about 100 calories.
BUT. I know you and you probably ate about 2353452345 things before it, so I understand. XD

I'm going to college in Ithaca. That is, if I ever get myself back into German.
I need three years to get into Cornell.
Ugh. I hate thinking about college when it's four years away.

AND I'M EXACTLY LIKE THAT.
But there's just some things that I'm really enthusiastic about.
I go through obsessions with actors like they're candy.
And I still have a buttload of Green Day CDs and Posters from the 5th grade.
...I don't listen to them anymore. >___> Don't kill me.
But Harry Potter just sticks to me.

One weird obsession with me is different instruments.
Like, I started guitar when I was 9.
Then I wanted a bass.
Then I wanted drums.
Then I wanted a keyboard.
Then I wanted a piano.
Then I wanted an accordion.
But I still use them all.
I just like having them.
And fortunately, my brother plays bass and my dad plays accordion.
You'd love my dad. He plays frikken ACCORDION.
And the one he lets me use is neon orange.
Yeah.

I skateboarded in 5th grade. I wasn't bad, actually.
But I got sick of smashing my head off the ground every time I would manual and the board would fly out from under me.

And, I'm sorry, but I can't stand MTV.
Every. Single. Thing. Is. Scripted.
Reality TV, my ass.

I am pretty fond of Snape myself.
I like the fact that he's a good guy deep down, but... he's such a git.
He was dreadful to Harry, and he cut off George's ear.
Granted, it was an accident, but... he didn't have to use Sectumsempra in that situation.
(He was aiming at the Death Eater who was trying to AK Lupin, but he missed.)
However, I love the fact that he was in love with Harry's mom. It's heartbreaking.
And when he died and all he wanted was to look into Harry's eyes because they reminded him of Lily.
AH. Amazing. Gotta love that JK Rowling.

Also, I love Emma Watson. Let's go meet her.



P.S.- Dan Radcliffe's salary for Order of the Phoenix was $14,000,000.
Holy. Shit.

Grace: likes rap music.

So, now that I've devoured a whole bag of popcorn... I feel like I could pop, myself.

Tomorrow I'm going to Dillon's and maybe 12 or 1 his moms gonna take us to Ithaca until 5. So a day of Ithaca... I'm pretty excited. Probably visiting my mom again, too. I have to smuggle her a plastic fork and knife... I feel like school already. I mean, when you visit, they just have you sit outside the door of the patient, and we cant bring purses. How do I smuggle a knife and a fork without a purse.

Oh, look, you're a nerd! I love you. I love how you get so commited to things you're obsessed with. For me, I usually get obsessed/motivated by things. Like for a month I was obsessed with mohawks. And for a day I was obsessed with skateboarding and wanted to this summer but I never did. Whenever I watch shows like MADE I always want to motivate myself to do stuff (which explains the skateboarding thing). But usually when I get motivated to do something it sort of disappears after a week, or in a week.

I love Harry Potter, but never as much as you do. If I had to choose favorite characters...
1. Dumbledore.
2. Remus.
3. Snape.
4. Harry.
5. Nevelle.

Dumbledore. Do I have to explain? and Remus is just so cool... and plus you'd probably disown me if he wasn't on my list. Snape. I've ALWAYS loved Snape. even when he was getting suspicious. and when he killed the number one guy on my list. Harry. The hero, of course. I just love him, even though it's the most mainstream character. Nevelle... Is just Nevelle.

*shrugs* I almost put Hermione, but I think it's just because I like Emma. and that's cheating. so I didn't put her on.

Okay, since you did a random 20 things, I guess I can too. Just for the hell of it.

1. I hate raisins.
2. I can draw pretty well.
3. When I was little I was afraid of my mom's actual board game of Jumanji because of the movie.
4. My favorite colors to wear are grey, dark grey, black, red, and browns.
5. I like sailor outfits.
6. My face shape is square.
7. I don't like my hair right now.
8. My eyes change color.
9. I like to wear skirts sometimes.
10. I can't imagine my wardrobe without skinny jeans.
11. I'm write handed.
12. I can sculpt, paint, draw, and basically anything I guess...
13. I was afraid to drive all the way up till now. But I think I want to drive.
14. Natural disasters scare me more than anything.
15. Things that can't be controlled scare me, I guess.
16. I've diagnosed myself with panic disorder.
17. Mark Hoppus and Conor Oberst will always be pretty.
18. 1980's music videos make me feel sick. Really. They do.
19. I hate Uggs. Still.
20. I love my coffe cold, and with very little coffee. I love tea, preferrably Arizona.

(By the way, I drew dat.)

Joelle: 2200 Hours. That should be my bedtime.

Alright. I'm exhausted, it's 12:30AM, and I'm freezing. But I refuse to let this blog be silent to a day.

Today I realized just how desperate I am to be part of the Wizarding World.
I was looking through the encyclopedia of spells and I was like
"OH MY GOD. That's so AWESOME."
And it was something stupid, like Protego.
Protego made me wet myself with glee.
Plus, Legilimens is freaking outrageous.
I totally would've gone for an N.E.W.T. in Legilimency.
In fact, I think my N.E.W.T.'s would be Transfiguration, Charms, Defense Against the Dark Arts, Legilimency, Astronomy, and Potions.
Although, it's true they don't tell us all the classes offered at N.E.W.T. level.
Which sucks, because I wanna know what they are. -___-

Also, I think I'm finally wrapping my mind around my top 5 favorite characters.
1. Obviously, Lupin will always be my favorite.
2. I think it's a two-way tie between Sirius and-
3. -Draco.
4. Mrs. Norris. Yes. The janitor's cat.
5. Barty Crouch Jr.

I'm so pathetic. I like the bad guys.
I mean, don't get me wrong, Professor McGonagall is right under there at #6,
But... I dunno. I really like Draco.
And Mrs. Norris would totally kick Crookshanks' butt.

And now, because I feel that my posts have been quite boring and short,
I will give 20 rapid-fire things about me.

1. I'm right-handed.
2. I really like taking photos.
3. My drawing skills are basically nonexistent.
4. I've loved Harry Potter since I was seven.
5. My favorite beverage is tea in any variation.
6. I just got a new pillow.
7. I have an authentic wand from Alivans.
8. I've owned over 100 rabbits in my life so far.
9. I have an avid obsession with duct tape, hats, and Christmas trees.
10. I collect boxes.
(And there's currently a DVD Player box, a printer box, a laptop box, a vaporizer box, the box my schoolbooks came in, and a band-aid box in a pile in the corner of my room.)
11. I've never slept naked, nor in my underwear.
12. I honestly have read Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban about 50 times.
(Mostly due to the fact that I own the book on tape and I listen to half of it every day.)
13. My first cat got hit by a car and died when I was four.
14. I took guitar lessons for 4 years.
15. I've never been out of the country. (Except for Niagara Falls, but that doesn't REALLY count.)
16. I would marry my dog Buddy if I could.
17. I own the British version of Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.
18. My bookshelf is full of children's books.
19. I could give you fifty ways I know Sirius and Remus were a unit.
20. I save all the voicemails of my brother calling me when he's drunk.


Goodnight.
Nox.

Joelle: Loves Your Mum

That's love, right there.

What are you gonna do if I become a drug addicted prostitute? XD
Just kidding, I know you'd still love me.
...you would, right?

I can't even express to you how I feel about Alex. I just... can't.
And y'know how you like Dillion's nose? And I was a total prat and was like "-hairflip- I like all of Alex."
Well, I know what you mean now. And I'm absolutely in love with his chest and his bum.
His lovely hairless chest which compliments his love of v-necks quite nicely, and his adorable little bum from which his legs extend like swans.

And I really love your mom. It sucks that she's feeling so bad, but it's really great that she's getting help for it. I'm sorry you'll have to fend for yourself with your grandmother again, but... I'm always available for ranting. :]
Tell your Mumsie I said hi next time to talk to her.

<3

Grace is stressed. Out.

I can't promise that I'll become a drug addicted prostitute any time soon but when I do I'll know who I can depend on.

And Alex's bum is pretty schweet. Jeez, look at it.

So today I took my mom to the hospital. Ya'know, just to try to make her feel stable again. I was at the hospital for 5 hours, and for lunch I had a double cheese burger meal with 6 chicken nuggets and I ate everything. So I'm still full from that. Sooo finally they got her out of the waiting room and into the actual hospital, then we waited for a doctor to come, then they did blood work (which I had to leave for due to queezy-ness, I think I could have passed out if I just thought about it). then some lady from the behavioral science place talked to my mom and called a doctor and... in the end my mom got in. Which is good. But it was really stressful, especially having my very annoying grandma there. :) but I guess we all survived. It was sad leaving my mom.

And Matt's still an asshole.

So that was my day today basically. Whew. Glad to be home...

Joelle: And the Half-Blood Prince

Well Hey. :3
I haven't blogged since the 13th, so you've nothing to be ashamed of.

BUT NOW IT'S MAH TURN. >:D

And my days consisted of nothing. I played videogames. That's about it. I beat Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess twice. And I finally beat Ocarina of Time. I've been playing an old Sims game for the GBA and Pokemon Pearl. With a dash of Nintendogs, but we'll keep that on the DL.

I also went to my cousin's house last week for a couple days.
And I'm NEVER doing that again.
She had the worst attitude ever and she wasn't respectful toward her parents. Plus she's the biggest slob ever. Seriously, she's lazier than you. (Love you <3>

And if she ever reads this I'm in bigggggg trouble.

And I've been feeling like shite for the past 3 days. I'm convinced I'm dying.
But I've been reading. That's a plus.

Good luck with paintballing.

And it's like we talked about before. I know you still love Dillion even if you don't CONSTANTLY feel those butterflies anymore. I still know I love Alex even though he's only said, like, 20 words to me... and he acts like a total homo, but still. You don't have anything to worry about until the sight of him annoys you. Then you've got a problem.

Anxiety attacks suck. I'm sorry. I hope they get better.

And I TOTALLY know how you feel about the whole "I should be on meds" thing. There was a time in 7th grade where I was convinced I was schizophrenic. I was down all the time and I was, like, sick of who I was.

But I'm glad that you have Dillion when I'm not there. I can't say that I can relate to the Tory/Regan situation, because you're the only best friend I've ever had. But yes, I'll always be here. Even if you get into hard drugs and become a prostitute, I'll still be here.... I might be a little abrasive and smack you a couple times, but I'll be here. Because you're amazing too. :B

I'm happy this blog has started back up.

P.S.-
Have I ever told you that I love his bum?

Grace has been neglecting the blog all summer.

Hi. Sorry about not blogging, I got really lazy. I guess we both did.

So let me tell you what's been happening most of my summer:

So, most days it was nothing. Every other day I go to Dillon's house and we hang out and do the usual. Once or twice, like on that Harry Potter night, I got to spend the night which was nice. You know we had that yardsale, that turned out nicely. I still got the slice of money I earned. Also, the yardsale was a really nice way for me to buddy up with Dillon's mom more. We were almost bff's. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating, but she does like me.

After that it was usually all the same stuff. Seeing Dillon, and stuff. I got to become friends with all of his friends which is good I'm proud of myself (Nick, a dude in the band, invited me to his birthday party... it's paint balling. Wish me luck).

A couple days ago was our one year anniversery (August 21). Lately I've been high and low, mood wise. Like on our one year, I was totally nothing. I felt nothing. I felt so negative and my mind was like ganging up on me. It's been like that lately. In fact it's always sort of been it's own independent person. It's always like, talking to me. I don't know it's hard to explain. But it's been a jerk lately.

I went to the doctor on August 18. I had a total anxiety attack, twice. One because I thought they were going to give me a shot when all I expected was a talk. I went there to talk to my doctor about some symptoms I experienced that I believed were panic attacks during the school year. Eventually she needed a finger prick, which I then freaked out about. Turns out my blood levels average, normal, good, so during the school it's not my lack of sugar that makes me feel like that. so I guess I'm going to be seeing a councelor? yeah...

I already feel like I should be on meds. Seriously, my mind against itself? Depressed for no reason? Jesus, I feel like a wreck sometimes. But I know it's really super sappy but Dillon ALWAYS knows what to say, what to do, and knows whats wrong. I'm waiting for him to be able to read my exact thoughts.

But he helps, a lot. and over the summer I've been a real bitch, like, "I have no best friends, barely friends at all. I've only seen Dillon all summer. He's my best friend." but tonight I was so happy I was like... Well, I know Tory and Regan have eachother and no matter what I'll always be the third wheel there, but I have Joelle. She's amazing.

So that's basically why I'm blogging again.

Thanks for being a best friend. Sure, we're lazy, no traveling pants sisters at all, but we're still best friends.